25/6/2017 - Life is movingmi

 
I'm definitely terrible with updating here, but at least I try. A lot has been going on, yet at the same time not. As of now I'm slowly figuring out more and more things about myself and trying everything I can to keep the hope up. I have a sweet little bun bun called Leona Fiona and I'm going back to America in October~ 
 
 
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Asshole; I will move on

Okay, so for about the thousand time in this life I've gotten my heart broken by an asshole. This time it was someone who I trusted and they still lied and cut me in my back. It's fine though, because I feel like I've learned so much from this and I mean, I'm moving forward. I'm going to America with my best friend Saga on the 17th October! It's not long from now and I'm excited. 
 
Obviously I'm still mighty upset and hurt by all of this, however I hope that this other someone is the one. Someone who will finally put me first and love and care for me than anyone else, just like I will them. I'm worried of course and wary because I don't want to get disappointed again. At the same if this is it, if this time it turns out that he's my future husband I will go all in. Because no matter what I want to pour my heart out to the one who actually is my twin flame. 
 
I pray, universe please reunite me with my beautiful twin flame and mate. Luke, is it you like theyve all been saying? Can you accept my world I wonder. Are you the one? Are we meant to be. 
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Utkast: Oct. 01, 2016

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12 JULY 2016 - Stories are written, truth unravels the ancient

Honestly I don't even know what to say about the title at this point. I've had too many in the past years, it's hard to really figure out how to even begin these things. However, I have to say I am glad that I still am able to log onto this blog and write about my days. It's nice and to be honest relaxing. 
 
So, what has been happening? It's summer and the windbreeze is cooling, almost too cooling today but I cannot complain since it has been times when it is too hot to bare. Saga is taking a shower right now, so I thought I would take some time to those this. Right before I was writing a story, or should I say a continuing memory I think from a past life. I am not for certain however, so right now I don't know what to say it is. 
 
We'll head out for a nightwalk however and that I am looking forward to. There's a lot to look forward to. I cannot wait to finally have my arms around my beautiful mate. I miss him so much. I know that when that day comes soon hopefully, I will be the happiest girl alive. Because after searching for him for all these years, we've finally found our way back to one another. It is is amazing if you ask me. 
 
I'm still struggling however, like always the depression is a pain in the ass and there are times throughout the days that I just cannot take it, but having Saga and her fiance pushing me through it, it means a lot to me. I cannot thank them enough and I am glad to have the three of them. I'm grateful we got eachother and that is very meaningful to me. 
 
I also have been bothered about the fact I do not have photoshop anymore or a way to edit my pictures, until I looked back on my older posts and found out I had used this photoediting site for free, which is actually really good. I mean the writing stamp isn't the best, but it's better than nothing at least. So now I can finally make my pictures a little more liveful. At least whenever I'm using Saga's computer that is. 
 
 
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10 JULY 2016 - Periods suck

 
That month when your period is weird, you have cramps from hell and on top of that have the Nigara falls in you, pretty much sucks. To keep track on this craziness I'll mention this on my blog so I'll know for future reference. 
 
Eitherway, a lot has been happening. Me and Saga are still trying to figure things out and find our answers which I'm feeling is going a lot better. 
 
When it comes to him, he came back but his phone isn't working too well so I'm going to have to wait for a while. Good thing though is that he's sage although I am still worried about things. I love him and I know we'll be okay someway or another.
 
PS: I got a new hair cut and I don't know why but I'm getting a familiar/deja vu feeling from it. 
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6 JULY 2016 - Where are you?

 
That feeling when the one you love is missing and you can't do anything to find them. It sucks, because especially when you're twin flames and share such a deep connection. All the emotions are amplifying. 
 
We haven't spoken for four days now and even his best friend is worried. Please be alive, wherever you are. I'm not losing you after finding you after 21 years. You hear me! 
 
I love him. I love him, I truly love him. 
 
 
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2 JULY 2016 - Life is moving

Hey, it has been a while since I last went on my blog and I figured I would write something on it, after such a long time. 
 
So, what has been happening? To sum it up, it has been much of a roller coaster in my life. Depression always ruining things and pretty much sticking onto me like super glue. On the other hand I now actually have a goal I will strive for and a dream I'm going to go for, simply put it. Yes, life sucks at certain times more than others but I now have found a reason to keep going. I'm just praying I will not lose that. I hope that now for once I will have my happily ever after, no matter how hard things may be as long as it'd be worth it. 
 
I've found the one who is my twin flame. If you don't know what that is, look it up. Eitherway, I just wish to never have to lose him or them. I feel there's a purpose for me and destiny I must fulfill. 
 
You always had me wrapped around your paw ❤️
I found a four leaf clover x 
 
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13 Juni 2015 - Where are you out there?

 
Hello, my sincere apology for not writing much here. I haven't had the motivation but I thought I might as well just write a little and post pictures of my birdies. It is summer here and I hope this summer will be a good one!
 
 
 
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26 maj 2015 - Summer is closing in

 
 
Hej! Så ledsen för dålig uppdatering men ska försöka göra mitt bästa för att vara så aktiv som möjligt här. 
 
Här är lite bilder som jag tagit de senaste dagarna! Tänk, snart är det sommar, woho!
 
 
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30 april 2015 - My sweeties

 
As usual there is never a dull moment being a parront x 
 
Älskar dig Bowie!!!
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29 april 2015 - Photo morning with the fids

 
 
Idag var det en rolig och intressant morgon ^.^ Bowie, Miki och Selma försökte jag ta kort med och de var alla lite busiga de små liven. 
 
Bowie älskar att se sig själv i kameran :P Som ni kan se är hon överallt, haha. 
 
 
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28 april 2015 - My flock and me

 
 
 
 
Dessa är mina änglar 💖
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27 april 2015 - Feels like forever

Det var länge sedan man skrev här sist. Månader och år har passerat förbi sedan jag skapade bloggen och hur mycket som hänt under alla dessa år är ju galet! Dock får det bli en ny start på bloggen och jag tänkte vara mer aktiv igen 😊
 
Visserligen finns det också några positiva som negativa nyheter. Selma, valpen som vi hade innan var vi tvungna att sälja för ca. 4 år sedan om jag inte skrivit redan. De 6 fåglarna jag alltid skrev om (vi gav bort fem när vi flyttade och Kico var den ända kvar men han dog dock något år efter det. Fortfarande ledsen över det). Saknar dem och önskar att det inte hade blivit på det sättet. 
 
En positiv nyhet dock är att jag har en ny flock på fem stycken papegojor ^_^ Miki och Selma (två nymfparakit honor), Lilo och Stitch (två sparvpapegojor som är ett par) och sedan min halsbandsparakit hona Bowie (som förhoppningsvis snart kommer få en partner).
 
Så det lär ju bli en massa nytt att skriva om men det som kommer vara kärnan i denna blogg är: djur, natur, känslor och det övernaturliga M.fl 
 
Bilder kommer också! 💝
 
Ha det så bra tills dess!
 
//Ajka
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14 mars 2014 - Confusion

Hej! Det var väldigt länge sedan jag sist hade skrivit här och det känns som att det faktiskt är dags. Idag är det fredag och snart helg, vilket är något positivt. Våren är här och även fast det är lite kallt så skiner solen vilket gör saker och ting mycket bättre.
 
~Sometimes I wonder, wonder what I should do. I cannot seem to find my way, my way back to where I belong ~
 
Anime: Clannad (Afterstory?)
Pic: Google
 
Like a child longing for its parents comfort in the big cruel world...yet alone with no one to share their deepest thoughts and sorrow.
 
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13/2 - A day before Valentine's Day


 
I rarely write anything here at all, and haven't done it in a long time. Mostly it's because I just don't want to, or do other things. We're having a holiday this week, and as everyone knows it's Valentine's Day tomorrow. Not like I have anything planned, but I'll probably watch movies and eat some chocolate. Lol, I know..
 
Motivation..
 
Thank you for giving me strenght..<3 You know who you are..
 

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Hej, jag heter Ajka Redzic och detta är min blogg om mitt liv, intressen, vardag och allt som handlar om mig. Jag tycker om att skriva, att prata och skriva på engelska likaså är något jag älskar och det gör jag oftast Saga, Drake och jag har äntligen hittat min twinflame. Jag kan inte vänta tills vi äntligen träffas. Tack så mycket universum, du är underbar. Ibland kan jag vara väldigt tystlåten och mystisk och skulle beskriva mig som yin yang symbolen. Det finns något i mitt liv som jag måste göra och som är mitt öde, men än vet jag inte vad det är riktigt. Försöker hitta efter ett svar om vem jag är och har en dröm om att hitta en plats där jag äntligen hör hemma. Följ mig gärna via bloglovin och få ta del av alla dessa saker. You and I are perfect together ~
dagar kvar till min 30års dag!
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