F O T O G R A F ~ Ajka Redzic

Honestly I don't even know what to say about the title at this point. I've had too many in the past years, it's hard to really figure out how to even begin these things. However, I have to say I am glad that I still am able to log onto this blog and write about my days. It's nice and to be honest relaxing. 

 

So, what has been happening? It's summer and the windbreeze is cooling, almost too cooling today but I cannot complain since it has been times when it is too hot to bare. Saga is taking a shower right now, so I thought I would take some time to those this. Right before I was writing a story, or should I say a continuing memory I think from a past life. I am not for certain however, so right now I don't know what to say it is. 

 

We'll head out for a nightwalk however and that I am looking forward to. There's a lot to look forward to. I cannot wait to finally have my arms around my beautiful mate. I miss him so much. I know that when that day comes soon hopefully, I will be the happiest girl alive. Because after searching for him for all these years, we've finally found our way back to one another. It is is amazing if you ask me. 

 

I'm still struggling however, like always the depression is a pain in the ass and there are times throughout the days that I just cannot take it, but having Saga and her fiance pushing me through it, it means a lot to me. I cannot thank them enough and I am glad to have the three of them. I'm grateful we got eachother and that is very meaningful to me. 

 

I also have been bothered about the fact I do not have photoshop anymore or a way to edit my pictures, until I looked back on my older posts and found out I had used this photoediting site for free, which is actually really good. I mean the writing stamp isn't the best, but it's better than nothing at least. So now I can finally make my pictures a little more liveful. At least whenever I'm using Saga's computer that is. 

 

 

That month when your period is weird, you have cramps from hell and on top of that have the Nigara falls in you, pretty much sucks. To keep track on this craziness I'll mention this on my blog so I'll know for future reference. 

 

Eitherway, a lot has been happening. Me and Saga are still trying to figure things out and find our answers which I'm feeling is going a lot better. 

 

When it comes to him, he came back but his phone isn't working too well so I'm going to have to wait for a while. Good thing though is that he's sage although I am still worried about things. I love him and I know we'll be okay someway or another.

 

PS: I got a new hair cut and I don't know why but I'm getting a familiar/deja vu feeling from it. 

 

That feeling when the one you love is missing and you can't do anything to find them. It sucks, because especially when you're twin flames and share such a deep connection. All the emotions are amplifying. 

 

We haven't spoken for four days now and even his best friend is worried. Please be alive, wherever you are. I'm not losing you after finding you after 21 years. You hear me! 

 

I love him. I love him, I truly love him. 

 

 

Hey, it has been a while since I last went on my blog and I figured I would write something on it, after such a long time. 

 

So, what has been happening? To sum it up, it has been much of a roller coaster in my life. Depression always ruining things and pretty much sticking onto me like super glue. On the other hand I now actually have a goal I will strive for and a dream I'm going to go for, simply put it. Yes, life sucks at certain times more than others but I now have found a reason to keep going. I'm just praying I will not lose that. I hope that now for once I will have my happily ever after, no matter how hard things may be as long as it'd be worth it. 

 

I've found the one who is my twin flame. If you don't know what that is, look it up. Eitherway, I just wish to never have to lose him or them. I feel there's a purpose for me and destiny I must fulfill. 

 

You always had me wrapped around your paw ❤️